Rumors of my demise have been greatly exaggerated. Ha ha. But, seriously … it’s been way too long since I have posted. This has probably been the longest I have gone without blogging since I started this ‘lil window into my mind back in 2002. My general outlook on life and the utter chaos of the world has really taken its toll on my ability to focus on anything other than keeping my head down and feeding my TikTok addiction. So, oh blog of mine, you have been one of the many things I have neglected this year because of my very poor mood.

I am off to the local (ish) gay campground this coming weekend for a content creator event. I am nervous as hell about it. I don’t feel like I function well in exclusively gay environments in the first place. And now, I am going to be somewhere for four days surrounded by guys who are way hotter than I and have been creating content with other content creators for a long time. My OF adventure so far has been a mostly solitary endeavor, so being around other hotter creators is probably going to make me very self-conscious.

Anyhoo … hopefully this is the beginning of getting back to it.