Sigh.

What a long fucking week it’s been.

The day job is still being a drag. And a freelance project hit a roadblock over things I said would cause a roadblock once a printing company was involved. Why does nobody ever listen to me about these things?! I guess 30+ years of doing this shit doesn’t mean much.

It’s gotten to where I am not a fan of going to sleep. The nights are restless, and my dreams are always weird to downright disturbing at times.  In the early morning hours today, I dreamed about a surprise birthday party thrown for me. Two former friends were there. I have an intense hatred for these former friends because of how they have treated me. In the dream, I was upset that they were there and acting like nothing was wrong. I woke up as the people there were singing Happy Birthday. I don’t like dreams like this. I don’t want dreams like this anymore. But they happen every single night.

Ugh.

Meanwhile, Leenalchi came across my radar earlier in the week, and I am quite smitten with their sound.