Well, I have been invited out to see a movie with some friends this evening. I think I am going to turn it down. It’s not that I don’t want to see Gangs of New York. It’s that I am still not very good company right now. Last night I basically ignored the rommie and his girlfriend unless I absolutely had to talk to them. I did some work on the computer and then lost myself in The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay. It feels better not to have to put up the front of being social. I don’t feel like being social. I want everyone else to feel as bad as I do. I want everyone else to have all their failures and unrealized dreams come to haunt them and keep them awake at night.