The thing I hate most about hangovers is the upset stomach. The headaches I can handle just fine … but that stomach issue is the killer. Usually a nice greasy breakfast will take care of the problem. A stop at McDonald’s for the required medicine has not helped any. So, here I sit with the feeling that I’m gonna barf at any second. Yeah. You wanted to know that.

Why drink so much you ask? Ah, who knows.

Should I tell you about how pissed off I was yesterday … about how I sat outside for lunch yesterday … about how I sat in the sun while I ate my lunch and almost cried … almost cried out of frustration, anger, fear … almost cried because I feel like I can’t do anything right at this point in my life. Should I tell you about how, after a lot of vodka last night, I told someone I care about so much it hurts that I really, really hated them … about how when I fell into bed I stared at my dead mother’s picture on the wall … stared at it and wondered what she would make of all this. I don’t think there is an answer.

By the way … I’m still pissed off.

Vodka + Blackberry Brandy
Vodka + Blackberry Brandy
Vodka + Blackberry Brandy
Vodka + Blackberry Brandy
= Friday Morning Hangover

Ha! Here is the new design … and it’s pretty much where I want it to be. Some of the reasons for the new look are 1) the other design was getting a little too busy for my taste 2) I was getting tired of staring at my ugly mug every day 3) monkeys are fun … especially when you can reference Anne Murray. I still need to switch over the theater photo pages and add some footer info, but past that I am pretty satisfied. Enjoy!

“If the past week is any indicator, the new year promises to be a lot more interesting.” Remember when I said that at the end of last year? Boy, that sure was a bullshit statement.

Yeah, I’m bored. So here is a new design. I like it better than what I had before, so it will stay around for a bit … at least until another bought of unease and ennui takes hold. Only the blog pages are “packin’ the new” right now. All the others are old but will switch over soon. Let me know if this site is doing anything funky in your browser, if’n you please.

Other Stuff that Happened this Weekend:

Friday Night: Well, duh. I saw that zombie movie with that certain “evil” person.

Saturday: Had a nice hike with PT. I think we spent more time talking and drinking wine than actually walking in the woods. Nice temp, lots of cute hetero boys on the trail, several thru-hikers … yep, it all made for a nice day out on a short section of the Appalachian Trail. That night I had a posh dinner courtesy of Chris and Michelle. Dumb me and my dumb drunk brain did reek some havoc though. But, I guess you can’t have a posh dinner without someone making a scene. Grrrrr.

Sunday: Saw a show at the local theatre and did some more freelance work. Whoo.

Someone is in desperate need of a vacation …