For some reason, the subject of friendships has been on my mind the past few days. I feel like I know a lot of people but don’t have a lot of friends. I would probably say that I have six close friends, a couple dozen people I consider friends, and a lot of acquaintances. Sometimes I wonder if my thinking is off on this or if I should even be thinking about it at all.
I know very few people I would actually call if there was some sort of emergency or if I needed some sort of help. I wonder if this is because I think most people I know like me but not enough to “be there” in a time of need.
There are a few people I want to be better friends with but feel like I am the one always making the effort. And if that is the case, are these people that are worth having as friends? At what point do I just write them off and just move on?
Yeah. Probably overthinking this and should just go grab a cocktail instead.