“Only”

My favorite tune off the new Nine Inch Nails is the track “Only.” It kicks.

I’m becoming less defined, as days go by
Fading away, well you might say I’m losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I can see right through myself

Less concerned, about fitting into the world
Your world that is, cause it doesn’t really matter anymore (no, it doesn’t really matter anymore)
No, it doesn’t really matter anymore
None of this shit really matters anymore

Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it’s because
because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up, to hurt myself

I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself

And it worked
Yes it did!

There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me

Words: Reznor

“Only”

I Heart Apple (Redux)

Tiger is now installed on my Powerbook. Man-oh-man, is it sweet or what? I am really diggin’ on Dashboard and so many more of the new features. Steve Jobs, you’re my hero. The crappy Gateway here at work knows what went down last night. It’s been a pain in my ass all damn day.

I Heart Apple (Redux)

Mix It Up

Mix By Chas.
As most Mac Nerds know, Trent Reznor is the coolest man on the planet. Over at the official Nine Inch Nails site you can download a package containing all parts of the new single “The Hand That Feeds” and play with it on your computer (if you have a Mac and Garageband 2.0). What fun! I messed around with it for just a little bit last night. I now offer, for your listening pleasure, my first attempt giving Mr. Reznor a helping hand.
NIN – The Hand That Feeds (Bare Bones Mix) [3.3 MB]~

Mix It Up

A List

Things I Wanna Do/Places I Wanna Go While in NYC:
1. Apple Store in SoHo
2. Drink Margaritas
3. The Eagle
4. Maybe a Broadway/Off-Broadway Show
5. GB/NYC 2
6. Too Many Other Things to List

Good Lord.

So much to do while there. So many possibilites.

Horray for vacation!

A List

Sometimes Surprised

It really boggles my mind. I don’t understand how you could claim to be so uninterested in someone and yet spend your time, energy and money keeping the “relationship” going.

I guess I should quit trying to make sense of some things.

I guess I should quit stalking a certain person who will never, never, never, never, never be mine.

Sometimes Surprised