{"id":3771,"date":"2010-11-14T23:29:07","date_gmt":"2010-11-15T03:29:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cgm13.net\/wordpress\/?p=3771"},"modified":"2010-11-14T23:30:42","modified_gmt":"2010-11-15T03:30:42","slug":"post-studio-stroll-self-doubt-edition","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/?p=3771","title":{"rendered":"Post Studio Stroll (Self-Doubt Edition)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Franke, Susan<\/a><\/strong> and I hit the River Arts District Studio Stroll<\/a><\/strong> yesterday.<\/p>\n

And …. I always feel conflicted after the stroll.<\/p>\n

We go and we walk around \u00a0a lot of studios. We see some really<\/a><\/strong> cool<\/a><\/strong> art<\/a><\/strong>. We see some really overly commercial art. We also see some art that’s just plain bad.<\/p>\n

Then I get home and I am looking at the business cards and brochures for the artists who’s stuff I like and I get depressed. Yeah, I get depressed.<\/p>\n

I get depressed because 20 years ago I was drawing, painting and making stuff all the time. I don’t do that anymore. It’s maybe (and that’s a big *maybe*) once every six months that grab a pencil and doodle something out. And yet, we spent the day yesterday seeing people that have studios and are doing it … making art on a regular basis.<\/p>\n

Could it be my job that keeps me from it? Does that funnel what creativity I have away from doing “art” on my own and into just doing “design” for work? Could it be that I have worked so long moving things around in InDesign and Illustrator that I just don’t know how to get what I want out of a pencil or a brush.<\/p>\n

I started a couple of art pieces earlier this year. They each got to a certain point and I just stopped working on them. They looked okay, but I felt like if I somehow managed to actually finish them they would probably suck. And if I ever did work up the nerve to show them to people they would be thinking all the same thoughts I have when I see that really bad art on the Studio Stroll.<\/p>\n

Ultimately, what it probably boils down to is my utter terror of failure.<\/p>\n

And I know what you’re thinking. You’re thinking that I should quit whining about my lack of initiative and fear of failure on the art front and just get off my duff and start doing it. And you’d be right.<\/p>\n

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