{"id":1409,"date":"2004-12-22T13:24:19","date_gmt":"2004-12-22T21:24:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.cgm13.net\/wordpress\/?p=1409"},"modified":"2017-09-29T08:56:18","modified_gmt":"2017-09-29T12:56:18","slug":"1409","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/?p=1409","title":{"rendered":"My Stupid Subconscious"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><!--110373644900824771-->I really do hate dreams. I never seem to have &#8220;normal&#8221; ones therefore I always feel the need to read something into them. After all why would you have a dream unless it&#8217;s your subconscious trying to tell you something?<\/p>\n<p>Last night I had a dream about Evil again. We were in a large group of people and he was flirting with the ditzy girl that he claims to have no interest in. He was flirting with and totally ignoring me. That&#8217;s when Francis came up and told me that Evil and I had hooked up the previous weekend when we had been drinking together at a party. I couldn&#8217;t remember this happening and the she wasn&#8217;t surprised at all. &#8220;You never remember what happens when your drinking.&#8221; I stood there watching him flirt and feeling upset that I couldn&#8217;t remember having sex with him. Later, he&#8217;s all dressed up and leaving to go to some fancy gathering. I&#8217;m standing on a deck above him with a bottle of bleach. Without even thinking about it, I pour the bleach all over him. He looks up at me &#8230; furious that I have ruined his clothes.<\/p>\n<p>Grrrr. Where&#8217;s Dr. Mierzwiak when you need him? I wish that I could go back a few years and erase him totally from life so I wouldn&#8217;t have dreams about him. They make me depressed. Depressed because of all the time and emotions I have wasted on him.<!--8d24bc848be326dff2cb1c24fb7efd40-->~<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I really do hate dreams. I never seem to have &#8220;normal&#8221; ones therefore I always feel the need to read something into them. After all why would you have a dream unless it&#8217;s your subconscious trying to tell you something? Last night I had a dream about Evil again. We were in a large group [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1409","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-daily"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s8EnCu-1409","jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1409","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1409"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1409\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5619,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1409\/revisions\/5619"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1409"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1409"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.theboywonder.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1409"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}