Uninspired. That would be the best word to describe how things are going right now. I feel very uninspired in just about every aspect of my life.
Uninspired in my job.
Uninspired creatively (as I currently have no creative outlet right now).
Uninspired in my personal life.
I even feel uninspired to do anything about being uninspired.
Is this what middle age is like? Is it a long stretch of tediousness until death? If I were wealthy, I suppose I could buy myself out of this current state of ennui.
“How are they?” … you might ask? Painful. But pleasantly so.
Saturday, A&A and the boyfriend and I went over to Franklin to kick around. We had a nice lunch and strolled Main Street. Sadly, we were a bit rushed as one of the A’s had to be back for a retirement party.
Maybe that is the answer to ennui? Become an alcoholic and lay drunk all the time.
Anyhoo … the work week is underway. Such excitement.